At any given time, we are faced with a choice, whether we realise it or not: We can either
- protect ourselves from harm, pain, risk
- or turn towards others, make ourselves vulnerable, in order to connect with them.
It sounds like an easy, obvious choice at most times, doesn't it? If there's danger we protect ourselves, and if there isn't, we connect to others, right?
Except that our brain is in essence a filter, and the first and most stringent sieve all information goes through is about survival, which means making us aware of danger.
So, equipped with a brain that allowed our species to survive from wild animals and poisonous berries, we now have to navigate the modern world. And, should we have gone through traumatic experiences at some stage of our life, that means the filter is highly sensitive (see also "the peanut theory").
That email that didn't get a response from your boss? Clearly he hates the work you do and is preparing to fire you. That text message left on "read" by your friend? You must have somehow offended her.
You get the gist. So what sounds like clear, easy choices are in reality heavily skewed by our internal filter, usually towards protection.
Turns out that our brain, so well developed to ensure our survival in a dangerous world, has not adapted to the modern world, where we are mostly safe from deadly risks like wild animals or the enemy tribe, and where our goal is happiness.
And happiness, whatever your definition is - here is mine - is usually about connecting to others, with bonds of love, friendship or kinship.
So what does it take to override the protection bias of our brains, so we can connect more often?
As always, it starts with awareness. "I feel hurt, so I want to shut the door and not talk to them ever again. That would keep me safe... But wait, that would also keep me lonely, so what I really want is to feel connected to them - how can I do that? Is it really dangerous to reach out or am I just scared about what "might" happen, what they "may" be thinking?"
We do need our protective mechanism - it does keep us safe.
But what I am suggesting here is that we don't just use it as an automatic response, but give ourselves back the possibility to connect instead, if we so decide, by becoming aware of the choice we have.
This article was partly inspired by this wonderful article by The Marginalian on the Four Buddhist Mantras we can use to choose connection over fear, and by my supervising therapist, who has the gift of making complex things simple.